JoYous Weekend with Mr. M and fang

Its May already!!......Thats fast....!

Have not been feeling well since last week, feeling giddy, having sore throat and gastric.....and at the same time having my "da yi ma" and temper has been real bad..that I've started off quarrels with Mr. M again...well... I'm not sure why I reacted that way, guess i am just a attentioon Seeker.

And the happy happy thing came...Cause...I've met up with Bestie! Its the 2nd come we club together and still counting..May 11th is her "bIRd-daY" where she was created AND definately we have had fun! .. did not take much pixs with her on that day ah..there were her friends, Mel, Fiona, Ray...then me, Hiok and of course my Mr M.

We went boiler and had Vodka... being sick but still attending her party... so did not drink much though..cause not suppose to drink at all, but yea, alcohol seem to be my friend too..sooooooo I drank "abit" lah...*giggles*

Fang is afraid of being drunk and keep saying, "No no ..i am gone soon" but yea, its not that fun cause she is still sober after everything....

Since we are fun loving people, boiler sure isnt our last stop.... Outside boiler, we met Terence Lee! Wow..it has been like quite some time we have not even seen each other.. he was with his friends and heard that he is mending a heartbreak...ermm.....

Next stop, powerhouse! Dancefloor here we come and squeeze! From there, each of us have SHOTS! I've again forgotten the name of the drink, but Mr M, its nice! yummMy Yummy and made us even crazier... fang, fiona and me went up the platform and flaunt our UGLY dance steps with some sexy babes there... OMG... After awhile, i did not see my Mr. M and Hiokhiok, so I went down the platform, and waited for them with Ray. but our dearest Fang and Fiona, still enjoying their way on the Platform!

At powerhouse, I saw someone whom I dont wish to see, somehow guess is because I am lacking of confidence in myself. I've always felt that Mr. M do deserve someone better and more matured for him...and I know she means no harm, but after hearing some rumours about her, I just do not have good feel about her. They still go out together in a group but whenever the mention of her name, i just boil... somehow or rather... I'm not sure why i felt so strongly against her since I do not know her well... as usual, i did not manage to control my temper well and start flaring up like a kid after we left powerhouse. Fang and hiok keep explaining and telling me that I must not be pushing Mr M away just because of this and Ray was nice too, to try to cheer me up. Mr M, definately making an effort to make me feel better...

Overall, i felt guilty for being angry over something that is so trival and not sure the reason being why I'm angry. I'm plain jealous for something that is not realistic i guess. I should just trust in him, shouldn't I? I promise i will try not to flare when hearing her name kie? 

After everything, Mr M pei me home and sweet sweet Mr M went into his sweet dreams..

Yesterday me and Mr M had Mac as lunch and went for movie in the evening. We went for the movie, What happens in Vegas. They are of opposite characters that get along well... Wow! mUNching pop corns in the movie and after that we had dinner...and shared 1 Ban Mian... I still feel bloated and guess stomach not feeling that well yet... But I'm sure I've gained weight after the late dinner...! I've been keeping track of my weight very frequently and would be upset if I've gained by a Kg or 2, i guess i've been too stringent on myself..and gets too upset easily.. Hope to change for the better and not be so sensitive and get myself emotionally upset just because of weight issues.. I am still me and hopefully be more confident and who I am. I am who I am, and God has a purpose for me, its not just about my weight....!

And yea, I am reading the book on "managing your mind" now. Its cool and tells me about building up confidence in myself and how to make changes in my life too. I've need to be more neat and get things in place.

Its Monday again..and time to move my butts to prepare for work today...There is a new colleague joining us today and yea lots of work to be done today as well....plus..gg for street Jazz tonight..I've been going for a few classes and yet still like a stick and cannot follow the momentum though, my body is still too stiff...Relax Ivy Relacccc! *Happy*

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